lastly...

ok....jus spendin my last day here in miri....
can't wait at all to get to s'pore....
hey to my friens...dun get surprised if i changed or if i got a funni hairstyle.....
ooooh ur gona get it......jus jkin......
hey thnx everyone for takin up ur time to go on an outin wit me...
i guess although i've oni been wit u guys for less than a year....
u guys made a great impact on me....(frm bpghs)
thnx a lot.....
last day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!


1 day

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flight plan...

so i jus found out out my flight to s'pore...
sigh...............
it has been postponed for a day.......


bullshit.......i was kiddin....haha.....
aniway the plane leaves miri, my hometown, at 8:40am insyaallah
to kuching den to s'pore....hopefulli it won't take too long......
in time fo friday prayers as well.........
tryin to move on here......
so tmw wud be my last day here in malaysia den in s'pore


so.....still
2days

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s'pore is cumin closer to me...

well....i still feel messed up after yesterday......
i dunno..wat we had was good i guess....
wateva....
aniway....as a muslim...i shudn't even be in a relationship such as dat...
can't wait to get back wit pals and such....
i need sumone to tok to.....sumone hu isn't involved wit wats happenin to me
.....
maybe i shud tok to khai....
can't wait to see u bud....


2 days

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oh well...not the first time...

hey to anione hu reads dis blog......
answer dess questions.......y taggin if u wan
.....wat's wrong me? do i look bad? do ppl hate me for hu i am?
i dun noe....i'm sori i never told u guys b4...but i have or maybe had a girlfriend in oman...
she is south african......she is on my class list.....her name is cailene.....
and i guess... she broke up wit me......on msn.....how bad can dat be...
the first was on sms now on msn.....nevamine....but she was great......one of the best girls i met...but i didn't get it......she was d one hu said she loved me in the first place.....den i found out she had another bf and den end of story......aniway....i'll be movin on.....she said i was a great guy.....i never realli tot i was......never tink i will be....with so much rejections in society....
i'll try to 4get bout wat hapened jus a few mins ago......

3 days

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hair cut!!

ok not a bad hair day but a bad hair cut
my hair is way too short now
i hope it'll grow b4 i reach s'pore...memalukan sia
well it is better coz b4 i cut it u cud tie it into a ponytail...
nah jus kiddin...it jus grew till my shoulder...can u imagine...i bet not
den my hair gets shredded and falls to the ground like crimson petals....
nah dat s a bunch of bullshit............well i got it cut and now i got a short mohawk now
voila....pure stupidity on my head.....
well i guess its my fault for wanting to cut it...
oh well...dat was today

3 days

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today's post

so nothin new today
i'm bored...yet again...
i guess my life is boring
and no one out dere wants to read bout me...
so...

4 days

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yesterday's post

ok sori again to whoever it is hu reads dis blog
yesterday i cudn't post aniting bcoz yesterday ade doa selamat untk keluarga saye.
aniway, yeah after dat big party...i hated it,
i could hear everyone talkin bout me and my brothers....
i felt so angry at once....i heard part of a conversation......
it was like damn offensive, it was two of my aunt's speakin
one of them was tokin about me, but the other didn't noe about hu, den she asked which one the other was tokin bout,.......den she said the black one.....
FUCKIN SHIT MAN!!!!!....
watdehell was dat for...CAN U believe dat...my own aunty callin me black!!!!!!!!!!
i'll try to friggin forget about dat...
although dis may be posted today take it as yesterday's
countdown still goin on...

5 days
may peace be wit us all